Not giving up

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Early morning workout

I refuse to give up on myself.

I like to self sabatoge. Don’t know why. Maybe I’m afraid of change. Because getting healthy will change my life and then I won’t have any excuses to enjoy my life.

I’ve lived in my own bubble for years now.

My affirmation. I’m worth it. I deserve to be happy!

Today’s workout was light.

100 pulls on rower.

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miss this fat burning machine

 

Arms and legs

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12-15 reps.  3 sets.  Upper and lower

 

then… cleaned their cages

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Simone (top, guinea pig )and Rambo, my ferret  

Steps

… over 8,000. Not bad since I didn’t work out this morning.

Not sure why I skip lots of Monday’s.

Walked for about 20 mins at lunch time today to make  up the steps. Happy with today.

Caloroes In is on target!! Drinking more water

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Took some “before” pictures as I want to document my progress. Not as bad as I thought it would be. My plan is to take pics every month.

I’m back ast it! Let’s get it! 🎯

I’m determined to lose weight, I will always get back up!

😊 always smile

Saturday update

I made my 10,000 steps! Yes all greeen!

Didnt make all goals planned for today so have to finish my java coding tomorrow, which is the dead line.

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I finally picked up dry erase markers to write all weekly tasks and assignments. Let’s see if this helps.

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So hard

… to get back on track after vacation.

I haven’t worked out, watched what I ate, or counted calories!

I have been taking all my vitamins and supplements, which is great! Can’t skip those or I fall apart

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Here are a few of many I take. Since I have an unhealthy diet I take didferent vitamins which helps! If I don’t take them I feel awful. The zantrex keeps me focused. Started those a few weeks ago. Take 1-2 a day. That’s not the healthiest but it works for me.

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Come on coco, you can do it.

I know you can do it!!

Back to work

tomorrow.

Vacation is over. It was ok. Rainy but ok.

Did good with my English and Java classes. Not so good with eating right and exersising.

Looking forward to my routine.

I do have to go by a store and pick up what I ordered – that will be out of my routine- which is good. So hopefully I don’t chicken out.

Also need some white board markers.

Past couple of days I’ve been thinking about work and a coworker I can’t stand sometimes and another, well that’s all for now! but I will be following my own advice.

Speaking of work, I had a dream that was exciting but then sad. The man in my dream loved me and made me happy until he met a partner and decided to leave me. Lmao I don’t care to know the meaning. Usually I don’t remember my dreams. I hope tonight’s a good dream with a happy ending.

Smile. Always smile.

 

A plan

for my 2 classes, English and Java programming, I need to have a plan, a schedule!

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Java class

Haha I obviously need the English class as I’m pretty sure that was a run on sentence. 🤷🏻‍♀️😜

In any case, my plan is to do a min of 4 hours of school work each day. This is easy now as I’m on vacation.

I’m documenting my time spent in each of my classes which helps a lot!

My documentation includes my surroundings and what’s going on around me to pinpoint the most efficient way to study. 📚

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Last year I bought this awesome lap top for school. The only time I use it are for classes. I have just a few short months then I graduate! Maybe, I will start using it for my online journals. Right now I use my smart phone. Love technology!

My most effective  times are breaks at work and for an hour at home (after work) with the Tv on low for background noise. But, unfortunately I don’t usually do school work every day after work. This has to change for me to pass these classes!

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Have to have the tv on low-

So, I’m doing it!! I find once I start, I get into it. Just need the initial push 📚

I got the white board idea from my English class, and will be setting timelines for my papers and projects due. 👊

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Let’s do this!